bitin!

Asar. Bitin ako sa Claymore. Yun ang hirap sa ongoing series. Mabibitin ka talaga. Ang masama nito eh dun pa kung saan gumaganda ang istorya naputol. Tsk.

Kung tutuusin, napaka-typical ng plot. Hindi nga namamatay yung bida [si Clare] kahit halos lahat na ng mga kasamahan nyang Claymore--ultimong yung pinakamalalakas--ay napatay na ng kalaban. At habang tumatagal ang laban ay lalo siya lumalakas. Ayun. Simpleng simple. Pero gusto ko pa rin panoorin, paki nyo? Hehe. Gusto ko malaman kung tataas pa siya ng ranggo kahit pasaway siya at kung makakalaban at matatalo nya si Priscilla, yung Awakened Being na pumatay ke Teresa na siyang dahilan kaya siya nagdesisyon maging Claymore. Basta.

Ayan, me bago na naman ako kinaaadikan. Ayoko na. Tsk.

katakawan

Gusto ko pa ng siomai. Patatawarin. Ang takaw ko talaga. Haha.

depressed again

Right now I'm feeling restless, depressed, morbid, lethargic and apathetic. So many emotions, not one of them any good. Fuck. I so hate times like this. Even more so since I really should be studying for tomorrow's Electronics pre-board exam. Shit.

I don't even know why I'm feeling this way. It's like there's a pall of gloom hanging about me all day, which I just couldn't quite shake off. And it successfully ruined my day. Fucker. I really hate this..

depressed

I miss him. In less than a month, he would have been gone for a year. The time we're apart is now officially longer than the time we were together. Isn't that just sad?

His birthday's next week. And as expected, we won't be celebrating it together. Maybe I'll call him. That's about the best I could do short of hopping on the next plane to go visit him. I wish it were that easy.

I really really miss him. It's pretty depressing thinking how far away he is from me. Patience never was one of my stronger points and the fact that I'm still holding on to our relationship never ceases to amaze me whenever I think about it. I guess I just really love him that much..

long lost sister

I'm so happy I met Patrisha. I feel like I really have a sister now. And it's so cool that we're so much alike. Who would have thought the seven-year age gap between us wouldn't matter?

It's great that we were able to text all the way into the morning this weekend, much as we used to back in summer when she could stay up as late as she wants since it was vacation time. And yeah, that's another common trait between us, our nocturnal body clock. So far she's the most hardcore insomniac I've met, and to think she's so young too. Hands down to you Sis.

We were talking earlier about meeting up, something we're both looking forward to. If things go as planned and her family goes to Batangas for Christmas break, we really might be able to meet finally. I can't wait to see this girl I've been sharing stories, rants, raves, secrets, dreams and aspirations with all these time.

pure genius!

Just finished reading Neverwhere. Neil Gaiman is a friggin' genius. I am so becoming a big fan.

I totally love his work on the Sandman series even if I had read but three out of its eleven volumes. And then I read this. It literally rocked me to my core. The way his mind works is just sick--forging plausible connections between things and people which have nothing to do with the other.. How can I explain it? I am out of words to express the magic he creates with his stories.

Neil Gaiman is truly a genius, hands down. That we share the same birthday is just the coolest thing. Maybe that's why I get his stories, beyond the gory details and dark humor. Whatever. The bottomline is I love his work. Plain and simple.

gastadora

So. Last day na ng review kanina. Pre-board na sa Thursday. Katakot. Sa dinami-dami ng naging exam namin eh iisa lng ipinasa ko. Ang hirap kaya ng exams, konti lang lagi napasa. Pero ayus lang. Magaling na kesa wala. Babawi na talaga ako sa refresher. As in.

Nga pala, kakatuwa. Naaadik ako sa eBay. Hehe. Nakabili ako ng pantalon for only Php167.50. Okay, so me dagdag pang Php100 for shipping. But it's still a bargain considering ang mamahal ng mga pantalon ngayon. Tsaka ang cute kaya nun pants, natuwa talaga ko, tas tamang size ko pa. Sana nga lang magkasya nga pag andito na. Hehe. Maya pa o bukas idadating eh.

Yun isa ko naman nabili eh hooded jacket, Php199. Sayang pa yun Php80 na para sa shipping kaya tagpuin ko na lang yung seller bukas sa SM North. Hehe.

Naisip ko lang, andami ko pala nabiling damit ngayong linggong to. Yun ngang dalawa sa eBay, tas yung tatlo sa ukay-ukay. Kamusta naman daw yun? At least di naman sobrang laki ng nagastos ko, puro bargain nga eh. Hehe.

Speaking of gastos, nalagasan din nga pala ko kanina nun napunta kami Quiapo nina Badong. Me nabili akong dalawang DVD. Oo, pirated. Hello? Quiapo kaya yun. Hehe.

Ayoko na. Puro na lang ako gastos. Tama na talaga.

peste!

Fuck. Ang duga talaga ng Smart. Nakakainis. Nagload ako ng 30 kanina para me pang-Internet ako ng 1.5 hours. Ginamit ko ung 1 oras dun before dinner, nagtira ako ng Php10 para gamitin ngayong madaling araw para i-check kung nanalo ako sa bidding sa eBay. Nagtanong pa nga ako ng balance eh, andun pa nga yung tira, sakto para sa kalahating oras ng pagsusurf.

Tas ngayong gagamitin ko na eh di na ko maka-connect. Pag-check ko ng balance, ampucha, ubos na load ko! Tangina, sayang yung sampung piso na yun! Di ko man lang nagamit. Tiningnan ko pa nga sa log ko kung me natext ako o kung anuman, pero wala talaga. Basta na lang nilamon ng bwakanang Smart yan ang load ko. Peste. Nakakainis talaga. Kuh.

Di ko tuloy malaman ngayon kung me nakadagit pa nung pantalong gusto ko bilhin o kung napanalunan ko na nga sa bidding. Sa umaga ko pa malalaman, pagkaload pa ulit sa lintek ng Smart na yan. Kakainis talaga. Tsk.

bag shopping!

Well. It's almost 5 am. Why am I not suprised I'm still up? Oh well. At least I have a valid reason for pulling an all-nighter this time. I just finished revising our blasted thesis. Which, I must mention, I had to revise again [redundant as that sounds] since the work I did before was lost when my PC was nuked. Damn fucker.

So anywho, not everything's gloom and doom. I went to SM yesterday after fixing my laptop at CK to meet up with Mama, Tita Ed and Bonens. And we went bag shopping, quite unintentionally I must say. Since my laptop bag's strap was about to give, I decided to look for a new bag, preferably a backpack. And I found just the perfect one at The Travel Club. It's black, padded, and fits my laptop to a tee. I couldn't have asked for anything more, although a big discount would have helped. No such luck though.

It must have been one of The Travel Club's luckier days since Mama also found a bag she liked and I saw this really cute shoulder bag. So that makes three purchases. Add to that the other two that my cousin also bought. That makes five bags all in all.

Okay, okay, so that was rather excessive of us to shell out that much for bags which we don't really need [well, except for the laptop bag]. I can admit that much. But hey, shopping's fun. Even if it burns a rather painful hole in the pocket.

loss

I'm depressed. My laptop just got nuked. Practically everything's gone. Yeah, even my video and sound cards are shot. I have find and download the drivers myself, and I'm not even sure where to find them.

But those are nothing really compared to the files I lost. I feel as if I lost a limb. My journal gone, just like that. And the pictures. Damn. Where would I find those pictures now that they're in digital oblivion? God, I feel like crying right now, except that that would only worsen my colds.

Stupid stupid me. Why did I never bother to back up my files? So so so stupid.