cry for help

Once again I'm bored. Not the simple kind of boredom about having nothing to do. I have stuff to keep me occupied--work being the foremost, plus virtually unlimited online time both at the office and at home.

No, this is a different kind of boredom. Emptiness, more like. The kind that just gnaws at you from the inside out. This feeling has been creeping up steadily on me for quite some time now and it has just about caught up with me now.

Apathy is the name of the game for me right now. Ennui is a constant companion as well. And I hate it.

Somebody bring me back to life...