the start of a better ME

Action.

It's what's been lacking from my Grand Plan all my life. Too many missed opportunities that could have led to success. There's always the procrastination, excuses, the passiveness. There's not enough of that go-and-get-them attitude. All this time, I've been coasting on luck and chance, not relying on my own abilities as I should have been doing.

All these I confirmed as I listened to Pax earlier. He's one of NSE's top leaders and our group had a meeting with him earlier. More than just dishing out advice, he forced us to see what we choose not to see. Does that make sense? Or to put it in another way, he forced us to look for the answers to our own questions within ourselves.

It may sound rather pointless, but the truth is sometimes we just really need someone better or wiser than ourselves to voice out what we know but are too afraid or too lazy to point out. It reaffirms our own belief system to the point where we want to do something about it. To take the necessary action and make right that which went wrong. And that's exactly what happened to most of us in the group.

So from now on, I am taking every opportunity thrown my way and making the most of it. God help me.