not guilty

I admit it. Shameful as it sounds, I haven't been studying all that much when I should have been. In fact I've barely cracked any reference or review book at all these past few weeks. Bad thing. Especially now that we're but a hairbreadth away from the board exam. But I'm sticking to what Sir Woodrow told us the other day, that is not to feel guilty if you know what you're doing since it would just add to the pressure and backfire on you. So I'm not making too big a deal out of my slacking off.

How I manage to answer even half the stuff in the RES's correctly is still a wonder to me. But it gives me hope just the same, since it means I could answer a lot more if I studied. I mean, really studied. I keep holding on to that thought. All I need now is to actually study. God help me.