it is finished.

So. The much-dreaded Board exam has come and gone. After five or so months of studying [or cramming, as is in my case], agonizing, and generally going crazy with worry, we are now left with nothing but even more worry, agony , apprehension, boredom and a thousand other not-so-good things while we wait for the results to come in, probably sometime this week. Fuck. There really is no rest for the wicked, ayt?

As for me, I definitely do not want to spend my time sulking--or heaven forbid, crying--while waiting for the news that could only be either I pass or I fail. Darn, I'll go stark raving mad [not that I'm perfectly sane in the first place, but you get my drift] if I think any more about the blasted exam. Suffice it to say that at the very least, every one of us had a hard time, especially with the GeAs exam. That was definitely a killer exam, if there ever was one. Tsk.

Call it a state of denial, but I really just wanna pretend that nothing really happened, that I didn't take the exam, and that I just stayed here in Manila for a vacation of sorts with my classmates. I'm shutting everything that has to do with the Board out. I'm returning to my safety bubble of dreams and sweet delusions. Fuck reality.