unemployment blues

Fuck. Passing the Board means nothing if I don't land a decent job. Or any job, for that matter. Two months after and I'm still [according to Franco] NEET--Not in Employment, Education or Training. How pathetic.

I hope one of the companies I applied to would call me. Soon. Like, the-next-day kind of soon. Argh! This is so fucking frustrating. I have loads of free time which I have no idea what to do with except for maybe look for more jobs online--going from one company site to another to apply personally is too time-consuming, not to mention costly, so I simply don't bother. But I have no money to speak of. And it's too galling to ask the 'rents for allowance since I'm not in school or review anymore. Fuck.


I FUCKING NEED A JOB!!! *cries*