just drives me crazy

I waited for him until morning and he didn't show up. Fuck. I hate that. I miss him. Shit.

Someday soon, my life will be in order. I'll sleep during normal sleeping hours, be in a normal non-LDR relationship, have a healthy social life, spend reasonable time online, spend quality time with my family, possess at least a couple of gadgets I've been lusting over since forever. Someday.

Until then, I'll subsist on caffeine-induced wakefulness, make my long distance relationship work, try to minimize my antisocial tendencies, try to cut back my online time, try not to just sleep when I'm home on weekends and save up for at least one of my dream gadgets. Lord help me.