i guess i hate having nothing to do after all

I didn't go to work today. Partly because I still have a hangover from the heatstroke(?) I suffered yesterday--due to the heat, I had a huge headache, leading to throwing up everything I ate for the day. And that was during office hours, mind you. Barfing on the toilet bowl while my head feels like it's gonna split into two and tears are running down my face is not an experience I'm looking forward to in the future. But enough about the disgusting details.

Mostly I was just sick of myself. This far gone in life and I still get lost in my own dreams and reality. I was feeling pretty low. Life is overwhelming me once more and I needed to touch ground before losing my sanity.

I found solace in work. Not work as in my day job, but physical work. I cleaned the clutter on my bunk, changed my bedsheets and organized my closet. After running some errands, I also dropped by Kopi Roti [in Ayala] for a cup of good, rejuvenating coffee as a small reward for myself. From there, I walked to Chino Roces. It was by no means a great distance, but the brisk walk helped to clear my mind a bit more.

One of these days--preferable when it's cloudy--I'd just go walking aimlessly around Makati. I just realized miss walking around just for the heck of it.