loss

I'm depressed. My laptop just got nuked. Practically everything's gone. Yeah, even my video and sound cards are shot. I have find and download the drivers myself, and I'm not even sure where to find them.

But those are nothing really compared to the files I lost. I feel as if I lost a limb. My journal gone, just like that. And the pictures. Damn. Where would I find those pictures now that they're in digital oblivion? God, I feel like crying right now, except that that would only worsen my colds.

Stupid stupid me. Why did I never bother to back up my files? So so so stupid.