depression again

I'm friggin' depressed. Franco wasn't online today either. Darn it, what the hell is going on with him? And he still isn't answering his phone yet. Fuck. I'm getting sick with worry. Shit.

At least for a couple of hours I was able to get my mind a bit off him since I met up with Ketty. It's been what, two months or so? since we last spent any time together. I'm really glad she was there with me earlier. And we ate at Yellow Cab again, something we've never done without Ktle before. But then again, Ktle couldn't come here so we settled for texting her while eating.

But now Ketty is over at the review center, and my thoughts are back to Franco. Rather, his absence, literally and otherwise. It's driving me crazy, not knowing where or how he is. Fuck. I'm really worried. I even sent Patchi a message asking if he's heard from him lately, although as far as I know they don't correspond all that much these days either. But still. He might know something, ayt? It wouldn't really hurt to ask. Tsk. I hope Franco's okay. I miss him so darn much.